Flooded with bittersweet good/sad feels

Husband’s after-deployment 96 is over and he will be gone for the week, with weekends off.
I still look forward to tomorrow because we will email and such. I still will miss him quite a bit. Hanging out with dear gent was great as it always was and we both can have the weekends to look forward to.

I plan on making breads, chili, and some other freezable things for when he comes home and when he has to go off again, so yeah, there is that, more recipe posts then, hopefully
And monster hunter stuff, and the usual reblogs
Right, good night, I am socially ded 

okay hi
i am back apparently for the week, but gone for the weekends
because my husband and I have this thing where we enjoy each other company and I become dead to the internet. 
Also my husband is obviously home now from his deployment of which I only vaguely mentioned because I always worry about OPSEC eagle bursting through my window and wrecking my shit if I mention something I shouldn’t
and I am generally a private person so yes hello 

teacock replied to your post: Husband coming home eventually Now I feel like I…

i made the weirdest goose-honk sound into my tea just now

I don’t want to have to compete for supremacy with the one I love, so I will forfit ahead of time and shed my machismo.
ಥ_ಥ  

According the the pattern I am seeing with others, I am supposed to be running a ‘spectrum of emotion’
Almost manic or bipolar or something of the like
Bitchnaw I am just happy, excited, and grateful.

Ladies need to get a handle or testosterone injections.