I should go outside and socialize with the Wisconsin folk of elder persuasion for the cook out/dinner

But it’s hot
I’m a fucking recluse
I know I will just stand/sit there awkwardly and not say much of anything
I don’t wish to not have to go through the drill of answering 290138029 questions about things concerning why I am not eating bratwursts and everything else there.

I CAN FEED/COOK FOR MYSELF, THIS IS A FIRST WORLD COUNTRY, I AM NOT GOING TO DIE FROM MALNUTRITION, OKAY MANGS?