Lost to the whim of other lackadaisical last-moment ways has left me terribly anxiety ridden.
Sudden craving for peanut butter flavored coffee
- >Make husband breakfast ahead of time for before work food eatings
- >Wake up, eats, goes to work
- mother-in-law: Did you make him lunch?
- >Drown in bad-feels for rest of duration of the day
Flooded with bittersweet good/sad feels
Husband’s after-deployment 96 is over and he will be gone for the week, with weekends off.
I still look forward to tomorrow because we will email and such. I still will miss him quite a bit. Hanging out with dear gent was great as it always was and we both can have the weekends to look forward to.
I plan on making breads, chili, and some other freezable things for when he comes home and when he has to go off again, so yeah, there is that, more recipe posts then, hopefully
And monster hunter stuff, and the usual reblogs
Right, good night, I am socially ded
i am back apparently for the week, but gone for the weekends
because my husband and I have this thing where we enjoy each other company and I become dead to the internet.
Also my husband is obviously home now from his deployment of which I only vaguely mentioned because I always worry about OPSEC eagle bursting through my window and wrecking my shit if I mention something I shouldn’t
and I am generally a private person so yes hello
Queuing things the best I can
Doodles to come maybe
possibly pictures if I remember things happen outside of personal moments
- >drinks morning cup of coffee
- >Wow, I'm stuffed
Husband coming home eventually
Now I feel like I have to shave my aggressive alpha male arm hair
They are going to wait until 11:59 pm to send out this fucking email
Send it so I can speed-rush to clean the upstairs because hopefully it’ll be sooner than I expect.
IJFDHF I forgot to get new white knee socks
I forgot I got blood and dirt on my only pair
Why do we only have a Walmart, we could have had a mall :I
Never have I thought that my jimmies could be rustled so often by women.
I could get into it more
but oh fuckfuckfuckfuck my table is unstable i dont know what else to say
There are some things that happened the past five month that would cause peoples heads to cave in with mad.
a whole dvd player fell on an nasty looking fucking spider
what a shame.
Hiding in the quiet of my Grandfathers House Again
And he has hot water forever
I just stood in the shower for 40 minutes with my forehead on the wall, arms crossed just staring at the assistance bar
I think I will go in there again later and just shower again laying face down just because why not
According the the pattern I am seeing with others, I am supposed to be running a ‘spectrum of emotion’
Almost manic or bipolar or something of the like
Bitchnaw I am just happy, excited, and grateful.
Ladies need to get a handle or testosterone injections.